18 Comments
User's avatar
Sharifa's avatar

I can so relate to this unwanted gift of invisibility, and as usual, your writing is an encouraging reminder to practice visibility instead of prioritizing the feelings and comfort of people who would rather pretend I’m not here.

Expand full comment
Todd Millikan's avatar

As a (relatively) affluent, (relatively) loud and charismatic white man who is just learning to see my own privilege and wanting to understand how to make space for others (rather than fully occupying all the space and more that is afforded me by my privileged status), this was helpful. Thank you.

Expand full comment
Siobhan's avatar

Thank you for your writing, Dr Walker-Barnes. I grew up feeling sometimes invisible and sometimes hypervisible. I’m a white woman who grew up as the weird kid in the family, high functioning autistic with very immature social skills. One of my practices now is to see people, make eye contact and smile, and really try to convey (wordlessly) “I see you, you’re beautiful, we’re just here as fellow humans going about our day.” Sometimes I blurt out “Ooh, I love your glasses” or “That’s a gorgeous dress!” I love the warm looks I receive. I hope I make other folks’ day just a bit better.

Expand full comment
Robin Apparicio's avatar

Oh my yes! I have been thinking about a writing project on entitled- When I became invisible in my church! Looking at how young people and older adults are invisible 🫥 in many churches for different reasons. It’s hard work shaking off the cloak of invisibility that people put on, I usually sit in front at meetings and if someone says what I just said, I point it out! Those apologies that come, like you at the pool, I declare, l am here. Thank you for your continued wisdom stories, they are life giving ❤️

Expand full comment
Dr. Chanequa Walker-Barnes's avatar

Thank you! The church seems to especially love making people invisible- children, people with disabilities, the elderly, etc.

Expand full comment
Melissa Kuipers's avatar

"I will not tolerate it being imposed upon me in ways that are contrary to my desires." Amazing. Thank you for your powerful words here, and for refusing in so many ways to be invisible.

Expand full comment
Dana Moulds's avatar

i too have come to learn how to harness my invisibility superpower…after experiencing moments in stores while browsing having white people literally reach directly over my head for a thing as if i wasn’t a whole body standing there😤. those moments used to frustrate me…until my CPE [chaplain] residency where i used invisibility to my advantage in protecting my peace, quieting myself (as a vocal leader) to observe the room dynamics w/out my contributions, etc. exercising autonomy when i want to wield my superpower has helped me learn the power of my voice and my presence and how i choose for them both to show up in the world.

Expand full comment
Dr. Chanequa Walker-Barnes's avatar

Right! There are ways that it can benefit us when we use it strategically.

Expand full comment
Hannah's avatar

This is powerful. Thank you!

Expand full comment
Ruth Detablan's avatar

Powerful! Thank you sharing and writing ~~ as I read, I feel seen.

Expand full comment
Mike Brislen's avatar

I'm a bit of an introverted White man and I want to thank you for this article. I've often felt invisible, but for me it is most often a choice. I had not thought of that before. So, thank you for helping me to see that.

Expand full comment
Dr. Chanequa Walker-Barnes's avatar

Thank you for reading!

Expand full comment
Sandra's avatar

So very true, “invisibility can be a superpower, only if we get to choose it.” It is similar to the story we own, get to tell and be heard. Some people are too quick to want to tell other people’s stories. I will be leading a program where attendees will get a chance to share a sliver of their own story in however format they choose. Power is in how we choose to speak, stand, breathe or be invisible

Expand full comment
Dr. Chanequa Walker-Barnes's avatar

“Power is in how we choose to speak, stand, breathe or be invisible.” Yes, indeed!

Expand full comment
Sacred Curiosity's avatar

you had me at Marvel, lol. this is beautiful and visceral + this: "Invisibility can be a superpower, but only if we get to choose it on our own terms." I've heard black women in NYC talk about how the dynamic of invisibility takes place on the sidewalks, where they're expected to move to the side when white people walk by...and not take up space...or be visible.

Expand full comment
Dr. Chanequa Walker-Barnes's avatar

I love when writing sends me to my comic collection to do “research.” I actually had to go back to my Ms. Marvel volume 1!

Expand full comment
Juanita Butler's avatar

Good morning. This was so rich and what I needed. I’m experiencing some things at work that this writing speaks directly to. I will learn to use my super powers of invisibility in a way that is beneficial to me and when I choose to. Thank you for this.

Expand full comment
Dr. Chanequa Walker-Barnes's avatar

Thank you for reading and commenting!

Expand full comment